02/14/10 Darwin Mathison
Personal Questions!
Number One question asks; do I want to assume my parents role in life? To this prompt; I state emphatic NO: I am totally my own person; wishing to follow no other Humanoids actions or ways! Granted there are many great leaders to use as role models, however to give up your individuality, in favor of anothers, makes your life nothing other than one running with the herd.
It is a known fact; through out history, the Supreme Universal GoOD, has formulated to life, countless expounders of magnificent goods for this Earth, however if their exists a Universal GoOD, there must also exist its contrary evil, as I myself have surcome to this entitys, demands to many times to discount! Consequently: I understand with firm conviction, all other persons past or present, if they are or were infact Human, are not one partical of differance from myself. I please ask you to remember the phrase;(quote) There is GoOD in the worst of us, also evil in the best of we! (un quote)
Second question: Things I swore to do differently from my parents and "Did I"?
Yes: I most graciously remark "I Did", as you will understand; my sainted Father, was a confermed user of the fremented beverages. This I swore a solemn oath never to be, which I must say, I have followed to the letter to this very day! As for my sainted Mother, she I must say was a nitpicker and manipulator and with hopes, I try my hardest not to exist as, or leave memories of me, as subscribing to this factor, however the quote listed above also describes and holds relivance, for both of my parents and myself; I must with complete honesty say.
Question Three asks; in what way did I try to live like your parents? Thus; I must must say, both of my parents lived with the work ethic, of a days pay, for a days work and nothing on this Earth comes for free! With this memory firmly affixed also to my life, plus with purpose, I do not think I have faltered.
Question Four: What principles do I learn from my parents that I tried to follow also in my life and do I really and truly think both of my gene exporters, were successful using these principles, as their life stepping stones? The most basic principle I learned from both my parents was, do the best you can with what life hands you, always trying to do your best, even if this should place you in a category, of what another Soul may describe, as a Saint or a sinner. Taking into consideration; what one-person views as Sainthood, another is duty bound to scream to high where-ever sinner.
Question Four: Do I think my parents followed these truths, in their Earthly lives? Well! To this prompt, I exclaim; they must have done something right, as not one of my sibs, became a doper, confermed drunk, or welfare addict and neither have any of my own childern! Liken to what the news, exports to our eyes every evening, of how the childern of today are turning out!!!
"Get real People" It is our generation, of plus Sixty & Seventy year olds, which has started this degradation of society, while watching; letting the education systems of our fair land, as it degrades to nothingness! And this and this alone; is the reason for the greatest share of todays problems. During my youth, I can never remember a school shooting, dog mauling, aids problem, crips & bloods, dope addicts, waiting in line for methadone treatments, or drive by shootings, &&&& ect. Ect! These events only started during my course through life; consequently it is WE; whom are to blame, for todays troubled (not so adult) Adults!
Question Five: GoOD or evil traits of my parents, I avoided in my life? To this question, let me please say, we are each and every-one of us and inborn indivduality, of thought, therefore if you YOUR-SELF! Subscribes to the Golden Rule; what more needs be said? And if You do not, what else needs explaining? Other than the fact: that you were born with this with this instinct, of a GoOD or evil implanted in every Soul.
YOU MAKE YOU WHO YOU ARE!
Question Six: Gender Roles; I remark, gender Bull-Pucky! Every thinking creature formed upon this Earth, is and individuality unto them selves, be they classified as Female or Male. All the word gender does is polarize, two halves of what is a whole, or child maker to our Universal!
You Remark Polarization! Prove IT? Thus I will, as I question the degradation, of the Females of our species, by ALL the most powerful of Religious orders of this Earth. Starting this action, with the Genesis degradetion event, exclaming with out the least amount of recoverable proof, that EVE gave the forbidden apple to ADAM, next is the Sara's slave prostitution, which was and still is, taught to our childern, along with all the other belevers of this tripe, that it is ok to cohabit with a slave stories, in what is supposed to be a book, of how to conduct your life. Next tell me about the Moslems and Burkes they the Females must where, when their religion is also based on the same, Old Testament, fire-side fright tails.
Question Seven: Raising Childern; all I can say to this question; is I did my best, with the cards of life I was dealt and further I must exclame! I did raise Three Perfect Daughters, all of whom will continue my gene pools existance, thus with and they, I will exist on, in no matter what form of indivduality, they them selves subscribe.
Question Eight: Who do I admire most, Father or Mother? Neither I say, both being of equal value , in my thoughts. Right or Wrong, you cannot escape from whence you came!
Question Nine: Which parent do I resemble most (physically or in character)? I hope to high Heaven neither, as I am my own person, a conglomeration of past heredities gifts, formed into and individuality of self, contained in a material body, from where I THINK, as and individual Soul! In Closing; I State Emphatically: I AM I!

A Wisconsin born apple, which did fall, to little Sodom (SF) & Gomorrah (OAK) by the Bay in California.
And I am "Only" I!